Agro Preggo

A couple of days ago, I bit my boyfriend's head off for something. (Is it sad, that I don't even remember what?) He's not the confrontation type, which is NOT GOOD for me. I come from a loud family that operates under the rule, "If you love somebody, you talk/yell it out" Seriously...there are a lot of us and we are ALL loud! ha ha.

My boyfriend prefers to just ignore me completely, which does NOT work for me, clearly. I can be a bit high maintenance at times: don't hate! Ignoring me doesn't work in a normal setting and is just Goddamn mean now, since I spend all day at home with no-one to talk to. Ignoring me is like ASKING me to blow shit out of proportion...it's the boyfriend equivalent of putting a target on your back. Today is the second day of silence and now I'm just MAD! Boys are so clueless!

On a bright note; I may be able to go back to work in October...I CAN'T WAIT! My next appointment is in exactly one week, I will be begging /asking at that time! I work at ULTA, there are 25 to 30 girls there and ALWAYS someone to friggin talk to!

Bedrest is officially making me a crazy woman!

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I am a very vocal and slightly impulsive woman when speaking to people. These are communication traits that just simple 'are'. They aren't necessarily good and they aren't necessarily bad. I tend to say what's on my mind, whether it is what people want to hear or not. Though I've learned to filter better as time moves on, especially towards people I love and care about,It is what it is.

Although I am impulsive by nature, I don't do well when plans are changed or altered. You can see when I am agrovated. Even so, I am an even-keel person. I don't fly off the handle, ever. I find that when I am in a relationship, whatever that relationship may be (family, friends, co-workers and lovers alike); I just don't do the silence thing well.

"Sticks and stones are hard on bones,
Words can sting like anything
But silence breaks the heart."

I'm pretty sure that I should come with a warning label that says, "Do not keep in extreme silence, or contents will explode!"