Life is One Big WTF Moment....(short for : one big late night psycho babble. Don't Hate.)

Sometimes it's the WTF moments that snap us back to the reality that is "Hey Turd, you are wasting your energy going the wrong way for?"

Like the time I dated a guy for two years, knowing damn well he was not EVEN the one for me. He asked me to marry him....twice....and I said no...BOTH times. It took the second ,"No" before my WTF moment happened.

There was also the many, many times I spent hours trying to make every body ELSE happy. Just in case you didn't know; I mascarade as Wonder Woman, so when I say everybody...I MEAN everybody!

It took a totally exhausted me quite a few WTF moments to figure out that being happy myself is really the ONLY way that everybody ELSE can be happy to!

I can't tell you how many times I've asked myself, "What if I did things differently". We all have exact points in our lives where one single decision changed everything.

In saying that...I've decided that I don't regret one. single. thing.

The journey of getting to where we are now is kind of fabulous!

Ya know?

My Patio Garden

This is my little patio garden. There are mainly just different varieties of tomatoes and a bunch of herbs.

More Sand Volleyball Pictures

My Mouth Has No Filter

I'd like to believe I am getting better at thinking BEFORE I speak, but in all honesty I still think my mouth has no filter. I think it's a genetic disorder. Tonight I expanded a bit more than I intended to......WAAAAAY MORE....on a date.

I am pretty sure I TOLD him he was my boyfriend, I am also pretty sure I TOLD him I want (more) kids and I don't care if it happened soon. As if THAT weren't enough, I COMPLETELY put him on the spot about the possibility of living together and his relationship before me.

(shakes head)

Any normal guy, would've left RUNNING. Lucky for me, he's not a runner.

Truth be told, I do call him my boyfriend. It is easier that way. I speak with hundreds of people every day and don't think perfect strangers need to know the complexity of my relationships.

As for the babies, I should've kept that one to myself (so clearly). It's just that he's sooooo very dreamy, kind, animated, funny,and patient. I think he'd be a wonderful father; did I mention...dreamy? Anyhauser, yep...should've kept that one to myself.

The living together thing...well, I just honestly wanted to know what he thought. I'm not trying to give up my closet and girly bathroom or anything. Plus, everybody knows I DESPISE moving.

As for asking about the relationship before me...curiosity kills and that is yet another thing I should've probably kept to myself at the moment.

On that note, the cat is out of the bag; my mouth has no filter.

Imagine.

That.

:)

For the Love of....

Will somebody justify my thought process when it comes to 'diet' drinks?

Here's the deal. I put Splenda in coffee and tea to sweeten, if I must. Sugary shiz makes me breakout..SWEAR. I drink diet everything, so that I won't drink my calories. I'd MUCH rather EAT them, clearly.

The exceptions, however, are vast.

For. Instance. IF the drink is frozen (icee), THEN it is perfectly OKAY. Also, while I am at it; IF the drink has alcohol in it; THEN it is also OKAY!